Haven't been much scritching going on inside my head for some time due to me being buzy the whole weekend
with the fileserver project and with the damn web app for my company.
I was thinking today how most of the people in ameba will be heading their own directions with their own
careers. The only one still true to the dream is mohan. When I work for people I really get this yucky
feeling in my mouth the whole day as I am not really working for the work but rather just for the money.
Wonder if my friends realise that working for people robs you of the intiative of your work. You will get
this zombified feeling walking around and doing your work. Although days working at antara were thin days
in terms of $$$ and we were also doing experiments in sleep deprivation but those were still the most
passion filled days I can remember in my life.... as we were doing stuff on our own account and for
our own company. Nothing beats that !!
Today as I was working on the fileserver project some essense of those days were burning in low embers
within me ... I was feeling good ...
Hasn't been much scritching going on inside my head for some time due to me being buzy the whole weekend with the fileserver project and with the damn web app for my company.
I was thinking today how most of the people in ameba will be heading their own directions with their own careers. The only one still true to the dream is mohan. When I work for people I really get this yucky feeling in my mouth the whole day as I am not really working for the work but rather just for the money.
Wonder if my friends realise that working for people robs you of the intiative of your work. You will get this zombified feeling walking around and doing your work. Although days working at antara were thin days but those were still the most passion filled days I can remember in my life.... sigh !!
Hasn't been much scritching going on inside my head for some time due to me being buzy the whole weekend with the fileserver project and with the damn web app for my company.
I was thinking today how most of the people in ameba will be heading their own directions with their own careers. The only one still true to the dream is mohan. When I work for people I really get this yucky feeling in my mouth the whole day as I am not really working for the work but rather just for the money.
Wonder if my friends realise that working for people robs you of the intiative of your work. You will get this zombified feeling walking around and doing your work. Although days working at antara were thin days but those were still the most passion filled days I can remember in my life.... sigh !!
